I cant afford it.
I cant leave it hanging.
I cant be selfish.
I cant let conficts occur.
I cant share my thoughts.
I cant spill it all out.
I cant catch it.
I cant reverse it.

But

I can wait.
I can utilise it.
I can try.
I can force.
I can stop it.
I can salvage it.
I can help.
I can keep it.

But i never said i liked it.
I never said i had a choice.
I never said i wanted to.
I never said i was sad.
I never said i would stop.
But IM GLAD,
To do it.
I cant quit now.



''You said "Some days i feel like shit,
Somedays i want to quit,
Just be normal for a bit."

Its all a little fucked up,
that im stuck here waiting,
at times debating,
Telling you that i've had it with you and your career.
tired of sitting and hating.
and i feel so useless.
You only stop by once in awhile,
shit."

--fort minor


53.Its been forever,please come back home.